Change is difficult to accept sometimes. It has been a long road around the mountain and I am starting to see the sun again. Just accepting the way my life is today has helped tremendously. Kickball and good friends to work with keeps me sane.
As I have accepted my life, I am seeing it change in a good way. Over the past year the atmosphere in our home has changed. The light is coming in more often and Ed is cooking! He made the best beef stew on Friday. Yummy. Keep up the good work hun.
Of course there are times I still get overwhelmed with frustration, feeling lonely and bored. BUT, as time goes by I am seeing that it is in my power to do something about it. Today I am fantasizing freedom from self pity and fear of opening the new door in front of me, leading to joy and sunlight.