It has been less than a week since a line was drawn in the sand and life for me and my family changed forever. I have been so sad, even paralysed. So many things to do, no energy to do any of them.
I got up and went to work this morning. A start, still, trudged through the day. I took me hours to get up the courage to even come into the office and open the computer. I don't know exactly what I was afraid of, my the knot is my stomach remains.
One thing I know for sure is; I know nothing for sure. I do have faith that, daily, He will walk through it with me. Tomorrow is another day.
Fantasizing the freedom in feeling the pain and walking through it.