I am a believer in getting back up. As I push my way up and out of the darkness, I will become stronger still. Just like pushing a boulder up hill. Even when it feels like it will roll back on me, I will keep pushing ahead.
It just may be that I have to go through this alone. That's okay. Trust that I love myself enough not to destroy myself. Trust that things are not always as they seem. Trust that God loves me more than anything and I believe I deserve His love.
Trust that one small change at a time, I will rise up successful. I trust that you will too.
Fantasizing the freedom to muddle my way through the darkness out into the light.