Once again I am on a journey of change. At this point, I am more excited than scared. Even though this is mostly true, I am still experiencing the anxiety, loss of apetite and weepiness that comes along with big life changes.
I've alway espoused that courage is not the absence of fear, but action in spite of fear. Today, I am embracing change and trying my best to put blinders on to the fear and simply take action.
I don't know where I'll be next year this time, I do know it's got to be better than where I am now. I saddens me to see people stuck in the mire of thier lives out of fear of change.
Yesterday a lovely young woman said her good-byes at work. She is moving on to something more suited to her life. She worked in a different department that I. It amazed me to learn, her immediate co-workers have been treating her badly the last few days.
Could it be, they are jealous of her courage to change and grow? I don't know. I do know I am so proud and happy for her and pray her life becomes all she dreams it to be.
Keep dreaming, keep moving. To stop is a death of possibilities. I will keep dreaming, keep moving and hopefully, one day reach my destiny.
Fantasizing the freedom from demons and doubts.