At this point one is headed to a law suit, the other has cost me a lot of money. Today these issues are not stressing me anymore. I'm going back to work today and have contacted a lawyer in the other. Done.
My issue now is resentment. I feel it in my gut and a perpetual low grade headache. Now, having done all I can in the other situations, I need to address this resentment.
The problem is; I have trouble talking about these things in a calm fashion. Mainly because I let things build up inside me, then blow up, or worse. SO, I know I must deal with it and deal with it today.
"Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you" (Ephesians 4:31,32).
Fantasizing the freedom to speak my truth in a calm, respectful way.