This positive thinking journey is by and large fairly easy for me and has been effective. At times, few luckily, I just cannot shake the pit in my stomach. This is one of those times. If you are not a regular reader, this is about a confidence broken, hurting someone I love very much and myself.
In fact if it were just me, it would be a lot easier to let it go completely. I have been told and laughed at by many people over many years that I am gullible. I am, because I tend to see the good in everyone and trust what they say they'll do.
I know I will get over this feeling in time. I also know I need to go face the perpetrator and let him know how his actions affected my family. For now, I am working on forgiving him and focusing on my husband, the innocent person hurt in all this mess.
A cautionary piece of advice. When someone shares a confidence that means keeping it to yourself. Not yourself and your best friend, spouse or stranger on the bus. You hold tight to that confidence because once you betray it, you not only betray your friend, you betray yourself and lose the trust of everyone you tell and especially the one you betray.
Who you see here, what you say here, please let it stay here!!!!