Facing my character defects is scary and painful, but I know, down the road, it will pay off in a big way.
Looking in the mirror, is sometimes difficult. Looking at my behaviour is twice as hard. I do know it will get better. Unfortunately, it will take time and continued refelcetion on what is wrong inside me.
Where to turn? Church, the beach, take a bike ride, crank up the music and dance. It all sounds good, and IS! Letting of the steam that builds up inside.