So, now my task is to accept it all without stressing out over it. This is nothing more than a tool. I am a human, known to fail. All I can be is who I am. Stop obsessing and live each day the best I can.
I'm not blogging, exercising or eating right everyday. I AM okay. I am happy, healthy, reasonably in shape and presentable. I don't have to be perfect to be happy.
I do have to accept myself the way I am. Do the best I can and leave the rest in God's hands. Today I got up and wrote, I'll get my exercise and get to work at a decent hour.
I don't know why I feel pressure to do better, I just do. It all comes from me. It is in my power to just say, enough. Enough is enough. I am enough.
So many go through life feeling "not enough". I used to be one of them. Not rich enough, thin enough, pretty enough, smart enough, successful enough. Not much has changed except my attitude.
I am enough and so are you. One day at a time, one minute at a time, good enough. Healthy, happy, fed, clothed, housed, employed, loved. Nobody is perfect, certainly not me. My life is as good as I allow it to be. Looking at the good, nodding at the bad.
Fantasizing the freedom to be okay with good enough.