This past month has been one thing after another. I'm sure all of us have those times in life when it's all up in the air and your not sure where the chips will fall.
Thankfully, we can lean on the Lord and not our own understanding. For, if you are asking for help to get through everyday; for God's will to be done, the wisdom to see your next step and the courage to take it, all will be as it should be.
One thing I know, there is no knowing the future. You can have a plan and goals; all that is well and good. On the other hand there is God's plan for your life. You are free to go the long way around the mountain, or in my case spend many years in the wilderness, no where near the mountain, or you can follow Jesus up the trail he has made for you. It's all our choice.
I am done doing things the hard way. Today, I am giving my will over to the care of God and following his lead. It can only get better and better. At least I will feel better and let go of control, because, honestly, none of us has as much control as we think we do. It's all an illusion.
This has never been more clear than when your body becomes ill and you don't know what's wrong or how to fix it. So, today I'm asking for ears to hear God, eyes to see where he wants me to go and faith to know he has my best in mind. AMEN.
Fantasizing freedom from dizziness and worry.