I know the truth of my convictions, it's the waiting for my prayers to be answered that is so hard.
Like most people in this day and age, I am impatient with the waiting. I have done all I can, now it's time to release it to God and trust.
I release fear and doubt, anxiety about the future. I give my fears and frustration to my Jesus. So many, many instances of the truth have been shown to me. The truth is, I have control over my life only to the extent of what I think and say.
Three examples come to mind. First a man in his forties with prostate cancer. He has died, but before he did, he said I always thought I would die from this particular disease. Second, listening to a comedian talk about her double mastectomy after years of complaining or reciting her flat chest. Third, a woman who hated her breast, also ended up with breast cancer and a double mastectomy.
All these situations have one thing in common and that is; a self fulfilled prophecy. Today I am believing for all my hopes and dreams and work on speaking good things into my life.
Fantasizing the freedom to receive all the many blessings God has for me.