I have not had alone time for years now. Frankly, it's driving me crazy. I know, when I was a stay at home wife, I left at times. I went to the store, I went to get my nails done, etc. . . Now that I am working and my partner is "at home", I have NO alone time at all.
Today, I found that I could not relax. I wanted to lay down and take a nap, couldn't without being accused of being drunk. Wanted to sit and watch tv, of course I was accused of being "out of it".
What does one do when they have NO soft place to fall? Nobody to just say;
"I love you anyway? Thank you for standing by me when I was in trouble? I think you're great."
Well, tonight, I'm telling myself, I'm okay. There is nobody to talk to who get's it. I have nobody to hug me and tell me it's alright.
My "soft place to fall" told me I was a "selfish bitch". So at what point does one say ENOUGH! I am not going to allow you to abuse me?
Fantasizing the freedom to be Sharon and be enough. .