The stress of thinking about what we were being asked to do, put Ed in bed with gastro-intestinal issues. I have developed an awful rash, so much so, I had to get to the doctor.
During my two way prayer on Saturday, God gave me these instructions. Let go of TRYING and follow my heart. Every time I ignore my gut, I am sorry I did so.
My heart tells me to take care of myself above someone else's needs. It is such a relief to finally "get it", realizing I am worth being first in my life. So are you.
It doesn't take effort, or sacrifice to live in the light of the Lord. Just open your heart, know that still small voice is God speaking to you. If you feel uneasy or sick about something, run the other way.
Fantasizing the freedom to live following my heart and getting to know God better.