I've done everything the doctors said to do and then some. Trying to eat well, sleep and exercise. This morning it was difficult getting up, new also. I usually jump up out of bed by 5 am. This hasn't happened in a long time now.
I sit here realizing I should get in the shower and ready for work, not happening. So all that's left to do is accept it. Accept the slower pace at which I'm moving today. Do what I can and leave the rest to God.
Dear God, I need your strength today, for I have none of my own. Help me do what I need to do in the most excellent fashion you allow. Keep me safe and give me healing. Amen. There, ready, set, go. . . Fantasizing the freedom to say, I'm not well, I need help.