We all have our personal truth. My truth is different than your truth. At the same time there is an indisputable truth in life. What actually is.
Truth is not a opinion, it is a fact. We all, also, have our opinions. Today I am wavering between what is my opinion, and what is the truth.
I think I am leaning on my opinion, because it's easier for me. To believe something that keeps me in a state of anger, rather than face the grief of a loss too terrible to accept.
The truth is there is nothing I can do to change the fact that a death has occurred. It was untimely and painful. It changes the way I view a certain person, therefore it changes the way I view the human race.
Am I to believe God is in control or am I to believe evil has a hand. Actually, both are true. God said: .Isaiah 45:7 "I form light and create darkness, I make well-being and create calamity, I am the Lord, who does all these things."
Even when things appear random and preventable, they are all part of Gods will. It is not up to me to question it. I don't know the reasons why. All I can do now is trust and rely on my faith. Forgive what I deem unforgiveable and move on.
Fantasizing the freedom to be wrong, be angry and eventually grow through it.