It's not so much about changing my mind today, it's about acting on those desires.
A trip to Tennesse is no small venture for me and my husband. It means driving 950 miles through construction, two lane winding roads behind trucks, and most of severe pain for my Ed.
This time the destination will not be one of joy, but of mourning, so this makes the trip all more taxing. This whole situation, major change, has spurred me on to do something for myself that I've wanted to do for months now.
Two weeks, reducing my work load. Gave notice to my boss to go PRN (as needed), letting go of my fulltime position. This may seem like a happy, easy move to make. Happy, yes, Easy, not really.
Change has been a constant for me in life, as I'm sure most of us if not all of us can claim. I started this career late in life and have only been at it for four years. May 4th, 2013 was literally my graduation day.
School was difficult to say the least, so I am reticent to let go of something I've worked so hard for. What I am keeping in mind, is, it's not a letting go, as much as an adjustment to improve my life.
I'm quite certain, down the road, maybe soon maybe not, everything will change again. Everytime I go with it, it seems to end up better than before, so bring it on.
Fantasizing the freedom to go with the flow and row, row, row, my boat gently down the stream.