We may not have made it to the movie, but we did go to dinner, then a breakthrough in our "personal" life.
All in all, it was worth the risk. Today I am slated to pay the price and work a long day. All worth it. Now, the challenge is to believe it will continue to get better. I wait with baited breath. Today I am not overly hopeful, but guardedly optimistic.
Today it is about making a life worth living. Working toward opening up the drapes and getting the light in. Turning off the cursed television and turning on the music. One step at a time. Everything changes.
Fantasizing the freedom to "have it all".