It wasn't long before I realized, I was way to vested in how many people were reading it. I was dying for positive feedback. It got so bad that I had to question my motives, take a step back and start again.
Today, I am writing for the shear pleasure of exploring my thoughts and putting what I learn out there to hopefully help another. I am turning the outcome over to God and letting Him decide what comes of it.
I am not going to quit. The idea of getting better at expressing and understanding myself is too enticing. Maybe one day I will see the fruits of my labor, or not. At this point it's the journey I am focusing on.
The important thing in my life is to keep moving forward. Hope you'll come along for the ride.