She went to be with the Lord 28 years ago at the age of 49. I was 28 at the time, it was so unreal to me. I couldn't believe she left. It was the right thing for her, that made it easier to accept. The fact is, I know where she is and I'll see her again someday, never to be separated again.
It came upon me suddenly, knowing she was there. I was walking down the street, praying and I knew she was there. For the next several days, she stayed with me. That quiet knowing is likely what kept me alive. To this day, I have been seeing my birthday everywhere. 5:23. It's on clocks just when I look up, in signs, etc. When I see it displayed, I know she is there.
When I was 7, she screamed at me; "I hate you, I wish you'd never been born, you ruined my life!". I feel in my heart, she is now validating the purpose in my birth.
Yesterday, I was in a group meditation and my mind was racing. Unable to quiet it, I turned to prayer. I felt the need, with focus, to send out love to my family. All of them. As I went through, sending out this vibration, I saw, in my minds eye, golden fireworks. It was as if, my love spread over them like fireworks. It was amazing.
No matter where you are, you can send out love, on purpose. It will hit it's mark. Love is the greatest power in all things. It can change the world. Fantasizing the freedom to frame everything with love.