Feelings are just that, nothing more. Just because I feel tired and a bit depressed doesn't mean I have to give in to it. This whole week I've been emotionally exhausted. Not from anything happening to me. It's all external. Events I have no hand in or control over.
I actually believe, the fact I have no control over these things is the source of my feelings. I have always been a take charge kind of person. It's when there is nothing I can do that my feelings take over.
All I can do today is be true to myself. Do what is in front of me to do to the best of my ability and give the rest to God. Because, all I can be is the best me. I am not God, Supergirl or anyone's savior. I am simply Sharon.
Interesting thing is, nobody really expects me to be anything else. It's taken me a long time to realize, these expectations are all in my mind. I can change my mind anytime I want to. Fantasizing the freedom to be the best me I can be and leave the rest to God.