I believe he gives me the drive and leading to go and be and do what I need to go and be and do to become the pot he created me to be.
As long as I turn my life and my will over to his crafting hands I will become all I can be.
As I look back over my life, I realize, all the hard times, the dark times, the failures and successes have all lead me to where I am today. It hasn't been easy, but I think the easy road is the road to destruction.
To change your life, takes insight, willingness to look in the mirror, a teachable spirit and thick skin. Thankfully I have all those things. It is painful to be sure, time consuming and as hard as pushing a boulder up a hill.
It also takes curiosity, the curiosity to dig to find out what the truth is. The truth about myself, the truth about God, the deepest secrets there are to know. I have found the deeper I dig the more wonderful life and hope becomes.
What do I need to do to open the door to a better life. How can I change the way I think?
Read books, pray, take classes, talk to people, LISTEN to people, question yourself. Can I be a better person? Surround yourself with people who have what you want and do what they do.
I have always been a seeker. Even when, especially when, things looked bleak, I kept moving. You can too. One step at a time.
Fantasizing the freedom to allow God to transform my mind and my life.