I've been pondering it ever since. I think the reason I am so obsessed with the statistics is two fold, first, I am an obsessive person and second my insecurity. That said, my intentions here are a totally different story.
After questioning myself repeatedly, I have to say my core intention is to share all the magical things I've learned in my life. Always seeking to find the truth. I remember at age 9, taking my little friend Becky and walking to church on Sunday morning when my mom stopped taking us.
For so many, many years I've studied, I've prayed, I've participated in church, I've done therapy. I've always been one to look in the mirror for the answers to my problems. I have felt like I've just missed the point, until this past year.
Everything has changed. As I suspected, I've been the problem all along. It has been a hard, painful run, but at the crux of it all the years of study and seeking has come together for me in a big way.
Oprah would call it an aha moment. I don't think it was actually a moment as much as a journey, still yet, God brought it all together for me and I want so much to share what I've discovered. Up until Christmas 2014 I did not have a platform. During that season, my daughter suggested the blog. I don't know what prompted it except that she has been raised to listen to her heart and her gut and she does. Thank you Sabrina!
The truth is in us, we just have to believe. It's like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz, which is a story full of spiritual truths. She had the power to go home all along. The power to realize our dreams and the life we want to live is all in our attitudes and thinking. I intend to share the ups and downs along the way and fantasize my freedom from the bondage which is all in my mind! Won't you come along?