Oh, I have the time, it just seems as though the darkness has consumed it. Never a day alone to really open the house up and dig into the mess.
Always trying to be quiet and tippy toe around is driving me nuts. The anxiety, the nervous energy builds day after day. No release. AHHH!
Dear Lord help me remember what's important, give me the time and energy to clean this mess.
I have no answer for the frustration. I get up early and the time just flies away. Go to work, get home and it's dark and somber, so is my mood. My heart pounds heavy and fast, no where to go.
A new year is coming, with it new hope. At this moment, by my will, I am surrendering my life to God. You know what you have in store. I do not. Forgive me my complaining and help me see what you need me to learn through this circumstance.
Fantasizing the freedom to clear the clutter in my mind and my house.