Bowing down to my Lord, yet powerful and youthful. As I've said many, many times, what we think we are, that, we are. As I got up this morning and looked in the mirror, I saw more than a borderline senior citizen, I saw my inner warrior, goddess.
Most of my life I spent, deep down, believing I was nothing. I was told I was nothing. Well, turns out I'm something. So are you. What that something is, is between you and God.
Over time, as I came to fully see and believe I was powerful, strong and brave, I became that. I actually believe God created me this way. It took me longer than I would have liked to realize it.
It feels fantastic to be physically, mentally and spiritually strong at an age when many are lying down for retirement. I mean retirement in the mental state as opposed to simply coming to the end of career years.
In fact, I have read and studied the Bible over 25 years, nearly every day. One, only one topic I never came across is retirement. While, I, as most of us have wearied of getting up and going to a "job" everyday, I do not intend to retire.
In my thinking, I will simply transition into a different phase of life. The next phase, I will be a motivational speaker. I am a motivational speaker, to a small audience right now.
I've been told; "Who wants to listen to you, you're a nobody." Well, I reject that out of hand. God knows who I am, He has given me many life experiences, education in many areas and charisma. There maybe no human way. No way I can create, but, my GOD is an awesome God and He has a plan for my life, a plan for good and not evil, a plan to prosper me and not harm me.
Should I become old, I can still speak! And speak I will.
Fantasizing the freedom to stay young and speak the rest of my life.