With that said, I am trying to think right and envision my body working optimally. Starting to feel better. The mind is a difficult thing to tame. Proverbs 17:22 “A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.”
I am focusing on the positive and letting go of the fear. Which is not ever easy, especially when your not well. It is of paramount importance if one is to become well. I see this everyday at work. People who come into the rehab with hope and belief, get better so much faster than those who do not.
I want to be one of the winners in life, not one whom, when you say, "See ya later" the other is not thinking: "Not if I see you first."
Trudging along, one step at a time toward wholeness and joy. Fantasizing freedom from self pity.