Today I am pushing ahead. Even though I feel totally misunderstood, unappreciated and alone. I know this, it's just when you are feeling totally worn out the miracle is about to come forth.
I wonder how many, many people miss out on their prize because they gave up just before the realization of what they've been believing for.
What I feel like inside is crying and saying, screw it, I can't take it anymore. What I'm going to do, is keep my feelings to myself, breath and carry on. For Hebrews 11:1 tells us; "Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen." I may not see it. I may not know how it will look, I do know if I give up the fight, I'll never know.
Fantasizing freedom to let go of worrying about what others think of me. A wise woman told me this week; "Do what is right for you. If you don't take care of yourself, you have nothing to give to someone else." Amen.