I guess it just doesn't get through to me how much other people care. Of coarse I know they care, but not to the level that they do. Right now I feel bad and glad at the same time.
I do feel terrible that I didn't make more of an effort to touch base with Joanie and the others. It was my anniversary and all. At the same time I am glad that I have so many wonderful people that love me. I love you all back.
I have been so sick. Every morning these past four days, waking up coughing and so stiff and sore and weak. Today is Saturday and there are so many things I want to do, know that I should not do. It makes me think of people all over the world who suffer always. Sick and in pain and unable to even get out of the bed.
The compassion and understanding I am feeling right now will help me deal with those I work with everyday. God willing I'll get better. So many will not. I have hope to give.
For now, I'm going back to bed and sleep. Thank you to all who care for me and I for you. I am humbled and feel very loved.