It was really the first time in 2017, I lost it. Looking back, it only lasted an hour or so. By the time dinner was ready, I had calmed down. This morning, I have to remember; "Mama said there'd be days like this."
So, moral to the story is; no matter how well you're doing, growing, changing, there will be times, life challenges you. I also realize, yesterday, honestly, was a minor set back in the scheme of things. I am realizing, maybe I'm not ready to go back to work. I definitely am not ready to end my therapy.
This morning, I am back up and ready to continue this journey of life. Having a renewed, more realistic look at where I am emotionally, I can re-think my status in the process. That's okay.
I have to take a look at my journey and know, it IS a journey, not a destination.
Fantasizing the freedom from control over this journey of life. Freedom to enjoy the process!