Life is hard, we all go through painful things. I'm no different. I am feeling the deepest pain I've felt since 1975. The difference today is, this pain can lead to good things.
It's time to step back, realize it's not my business what other people think of me. I know the truth, God knows the truth. My trying to force others to see it, is not helpful.
Things will be brighter, down the road. I'm afraid it's going to be a very long, very precarious road. All I can do now is take it one step at a time. Give myself to time to heal along the way.
Dear God, you are constantly telling me to trust you. I am now, and will forever trust you. Even if I cannot trust others, you have my back. In you and through you, all of us will be better off in the end. Amen.
Fantasizing the freedom to step back and re-evauate my life.